I hate them both equally. The only thing I like about school, really, is Bio II and Theater II. Maths I loathe. Weekends are like school except tehre's nothing to do during them.

1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song title as the answer
4. No cheating to make yourself sound cool cheating's for quitters.


( I am NOT a crook, okay?! I am a THIEF! )

but what I need is any song. It can be one I've heard of, or one you think I might like, or one you know I prolly don't (yes, ana, this means leathermouth, too). I just need songs, of any genre, or by any artist. but I need about 21 more that you choose, something that strikes your fancy, something you'd like to see show up. this is a personal project but that does not mean that it's for me. is there a band you like that almost no one else knows about? is it a song you've loved since childhood? someone local I can find something on? then give me it.

also, just cuz I need 21 songs does not mean there's a set number to give me. give me any songs you can think of at the time to post. if you can think of 50, that doesn't mean I'll use all of them, but that does mean that I'll use one or more. I don't care if you send it in a comment, or in a PM, or in an email or IM. just send me your songs.

and no, not for fics.

I need 31 songs. I have about 10 now so that leaves 21 for ya'll to choose come December. One song a day people. It's for personal reasons I guess. you now what to do.

thanks to samp_16 for the image. and photobucket for jason david frank.



(yes, I did this soley for the purpose of making power ranger jokes about james. :P)

I need the pic of him from high school, his baseball photo. there is an awesome reason why and I cannot loacte it myself (for various reasons). anyone willing to fork this beauty over gets a special prize (or a cookie, whichever works faster).

Stolen fromwinginblood :

( Awww, blind kids get everything... )

 

Pick 15 of your favorite movies.

Go to IMDB and find a quote or a small snippet of dialogue from each movie.

Post them to your journal for everyone to guess.

Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.

No Googling or using the IMDB search functions. That's cheating!

there is a dress shop in Southpark Mall and I asked if they have any available slots open. Right now there's one clerk working there and if I could I could take over nights and weekends for her...or...night weekends...or something...IDK.

Step 1: Put your iPod on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

( And now, I bring you songs that only 1/4 you will know! Garunteed! )( And now, I bring you songs that only 1/4 you will know! Garunteed! )

1. starting my own religion, called Denalism (think Denial without the I) and it's basically Firdays is the Sacred Day of the Hat (preferably trapper as our high priestess Ornen wears) and our god is basically the christian god only fat, black, female and who plays Guitar Hero. Our holidays are January Tenth (Day of the Umlaut) and Dec, 25th (Christmas in a less-traditional-fashion, i.e. Umlaut Mass or the Birth of the Umlaut).

2. This is what is keeping me sane:

thank you, dreadful yawns.

anywhore. not going into too many  deets but found a way to graduate with my standard diploma (22 credits) by next fall.

better news. I have a:
-B (or B+ equivalent) in Bio 2

-C (because she didn't count the two grades I made up, have to tell her on Monday) in English (Or else I'd have a 90 or close, 86 maybe)

-B+ in 3D Art & Design (wootwoot! My Egg-at-the-wall got me an 86!)

and I SHOULD have a higher grade in History but right now it's a 46.6. She lost some of my work when I transfererred. Sorting that out tomorrow.

So my dad's proud. I'm all yay. IDK. Mind's weird right now.

Comment on this post and receive 4 options (Singers/actors/etc). You must then which of the 4 options you would: Snog, Shag, Marry, and Throw off a Cliff. 

I already said I didn't have the time/effort I need to put a bunch of pics but I'll find the four I need I guess. IDK. I really wanna whore out Howard and Kirkleton.

loud_an_clear, being a bastard bundle 'o' joy, gaveth unto me Chadwink Kroeger, Howie Jonesifer, Kirkleton Hammerstien and Roberto Ortizezor.

( I REGRET NOTHING! )

please. pleeeaaaaaaase myspace/youtube/purevolume/etc, stop overdoing it with graphics. I am on an old computer and it's shit and I'm thankful for what I have NOW but damnit, it takes too long to load and scroll and slows me down. Twitter's already crap. Just...stop. Thanks.

also. Tegan & Sara. Now on a kick and it sucks when you have no way to listen. I need batteriesssss.

Dean/Ken. I know. I'm crazy. anyone wants the deets as to how/why/if I'll do this PM or IM me depending on what contact we have.

no, seriously. dude named James, travelling cross country with three trannies/crossdresser in 1991 to see Nirvana. Falls in love with Heather, the second oldest crossdresser.

fuck ya.

ANA, FRANK LOOKS LIKE A TALKING MONKEY, I'D RATHER DISCUSS A THREESOME LIKE I PROMISED YOU. ^^
k thanks bai ^^

ANA STOP TALKING ABOUT FRANK PLZKTHANX.

th is all. :Dat
 

So I had a fully thought out rant on Obama but I can't do that right now. My dad's girlfriend got fired from her job today so he's been working late. I was so into giving him a full blown rant and demanding he spend time with me but he gave me 20 dollars and a hug and then told me "Oh by the way..."

Which, yanno, that's swell. Gee dad. No wait. Thanks life. Just when I fucking plan on getting my emotions out and doing something about how I feel like crap you decide to piss me off even more by making me feel useless.

This 20 bucks would've done me better a lot earlier on this month, when I could've, I dunno, bought myself a Senses Fail ticket and gone to see them tonight instead of being disappointed. I can't even get into Zombieland with 20 bucks even if I had an ID (at 17 you can see R-rated movies without an accompanying adult). Why you ask? Movie tickets here cost about an arm and a leg, then everything else they take the toes off the remaining appendeges to pay for. Yeah, 20 bucks won't even get me a fucking worthwile book at Barnes & Noble, it won't get me a decent movie on DVD, it won't get me a good CD. 20 bucks won't even get me a bus pass around the city (those cost about 75 bucks). I can't afford a good pair of gym shorts with 20 bucks; I can't do anything but hold onto it and hope I can use it to help me get through lunches next week which, by the way, cost about 6 bucks for anything other than two buckets of fries and free ketchup packs (and I loathe ketchup).

I've said it earlier, and I'll say it again. My life sucks. I mean yeah; you hear about people going "Oh at least you have shoes; oh at least you have clothes on your back and food in your belly and this and that and the third" yeah well guess what. We got a letter on Wednesday; if my dad hadn't paid the bill today on moday it would've been the option of a raised and must-pay-in-full $1019.17 and if he hadn't payed that then it would24 bucks to evict him, plus 12 bucks per 'extra person' i.e. me my brother and my gramma. Yeah. They'd make him pay them to kick him out.

I'm tired of people telling me I have it so good. I don't care if you argue with your sister, at least you have some family that you can get along with, stop ruining it (no Viv-not you. Someone else. You know who). I don't fucking care. I'm tired of asking people for help and getting a huffy pissy sigh and a 'well you better pay me back'. I'm sick of having my hopes crushed and my plans broken and I'm sick of being lied to. I'm sick of fake people. I'm sick of disappointment. I'm sick being ignored. I'm sick of having only people who live in other countries, cities, states, school districts etc. caring, or remembering my name, or even bothering to ask me 'hey, how was your day?' I'm sick of growing emotionally attached to people then being told I'm not worth it and being called a bitch and told I'm acting immature because the same person has admitted she's a bitch and hurts people to get what she wants. I'm sick of silly stupid petty drama, I'm sick of hearing people's fucking excuse. If I'm depressed I want someone to hear me rant and not to turn everything into an all-about-me thing here; I want to get upset with people and not be told that 'that happens to everyone'. I want someone to start a band with me and not think I have to be Hayley Williams because no, I'm not pretty like her and no I'm not popular, and no I don't fucking have giant boobs that people can stare at. I'm sick of having people laugh at me and go 'you're not exactly what I'm looking for with this' well then what the fuck where you looking for? Some pretty untalented whiny bitch? Or some generic I hate Life girl?

I'm tired of being called fake. I'm tired of hiding behind cutlines and bylines and letting people scroll past me and I'm tired of seeing the same person has twittered a million times and therefore I can't fucking see things that are important. I'm tired of crying and being ignored because I'm not some popular kid it happens too and not someonestereotypical yet I believe in stereotypes. Why? I belive in being able to tell who from who.

On a different note. I'm tired of ranting and now I'm going to try to smile because if I keep focusing on that then I'll be leaving out the people (those same ones in different cities states countries and provinces) that actually care.

Winger. I love it when you log on and ask me how my day was and listen to me rant and when even after I shoot down every suggestion you make you keep on asking me if I'm okay and telling me it'll get better. I love that even though you obviously have your own issues you still want to tell me it'll be okay and you still stay on for as long as you possibly can even if it's like, 3 AM over there and you need to go to sleep because you work an early shift handing out egg mcmuffins to losers in business suits who yap on their cell phones and think they're in burger king. You're way cooler than them. McDonald's is way more interesting than sitting inside a 12th floor office yapping away to corporate middle management.

Paige and Kaitlyn. You two're literally my best friends and I've never spoken to you in person. I love you both like sisters and I really was serious when I said I would kill for you guys or kick ass for you. I want to meet ya'll and was serious about hitchhiking to Canada and Idaho to see you, frealz. You' both're awesome and wonderful and beautiful and hilarious and if I could I would send you a can of pepsi and hug you every day. Also, Paige I want you to know-some people aren't meant to be writers, but that doesn't mean they're not meant to be creative or worth anything. Kaitlyn, when I suggested backpacking across Europe I meant with me silly.

Hunter. What can I say to you that can't already be said? If we don't last just know you're the first person I've ever felt serious about. I love you because you're you, not because you're some skinny bitch who has to be an overachieving superstar at everything and needs to be perfect 24/7. I love you baby.

Viv. Not much to say to you but you know I love you. I wish I knew more about you to say something but I've only been talking to you since the beginning over summer. But you know our IM chats make me smile daily even though I scare you when I speak graphically of killing/hurting/maiming max g.

Kiki- I can't say a lot about you either other than I love you like a sister too and you'd better get hurr to gimmie my taco and pancake dinner and to peddle our whores out. :B love you bby.

Fr00ty-Get online because I miiiiiiissssss youuuu so muuuuuuuuuuuuuch.

Jade-we don't talk much and I have to say, I'm insanely jealous of your writing abilities and popularity, and the fact that you're so modest about it. You have skills frealz and you're gonna go far dudette. Good luck in life because even though you don't need it I at least want to wish you some (though my well wishes are worth like a nickle or so at the well-wishing exchange shop).

Ana-there's no words I can really give to you. You're as absent minded as I am and I love you so much dude. I want to punch your mom in the mouth. I would do it, too, because I love you enough to risk it. And I know how it feels when someone lies and no one believes you because of it. Trust me.

Trini-Same as Ann only different because you're absent minded to the point of not listening sometimes but that's because you've always got something on your mind that's somehwat remotely intriguing. (Though I stand by my points that Ken is not Scar. Just sayin'-he's not nearly as evil s Scar is. Plus he doesn't have a nephew like that and wtf need would he have to usurp a lion, that's just plain crazy talk. He isn't Bear Grills or w/e his name is).

Radnom Girl Who Has No LJ But Hugged Me When I Cried-don't know you but I'd want to. Thanks for being a random friend when I needed one.

There's a lot more people I want to tell thanks too but can't. Just know I love you all. <3